Lost

I could write a million poems

about what i would do to her

But truth of the matter is

I don't feel any better

I'm stuck here pondering

Is it true? Is it a lie?

Stress levels reaching breaking point

If I don't know for sure, I'll die

Doctors are running a series of tests

To see why my body is failing

But if its true, those tests wont matter

Coz I'll jump on a fence paling

Been hurt too many times

Taken for a fool

But I don't wanna picture you

Just taking me for a ride too

I thought you were different

But know I don't know

I try to reach out and talk to you

But I'm just talking to your shadow

I'm stuck in this blackness

Lost in the dark

Is it lies or are you really

The one to heal my heart

Angela M OBrien

9/7/11