i once was a lonely heart
now ill never be the same
make love under the same old star
but loving with a brand new heart
young hearts run free
through the vast open fields
careless to the worlds tragedy
living together in oblivion
Friday, November 13, 2009
roses in bloom
roses in bloom
in the fresh sunshine
never seen something so beautiful
beneath the big blue sky
roses so sweet
a scent made in heaven
just like me and you
the feelings heaven sent
in the fresh sunshine
never seen something so beautiful
beneath the big blue sky
roses so sweet
a scent made in heaven
just like me and you
the feelings heaven sent
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Daydream
things that were going through my mind as i started to fall asleep at my computer...
chorus:
slipping into a daydream
of a place id rather be
doing things i love to do
when its just me and you
slipping into a daydream
taking my mind away
from all life's misery
to a better place just you and me
verse 1:
as i listen to sweet music
and start to close my eyes
your face and your body
start entering my mind
memories are bittersweet tastes
of the place id rather be
your voice echoes in my ear
telling me you want me
pre hook:
face to face
hand in hand
minds are syncronised
thinking the same thing
one look in my eyes
and you knew it was true
one kiss from my lips
you knew i wanted you
chorus:
verse 2:
bodys connected
coming together as one
the world seemed to dissapear
leaving us all alone
to do whatever we please
free range in motion
rules go out the window
when we are left alone
pre hook:
chorus:
bridge:
i cant help myself
when im alone with you
want to tell you all the things
that i would like to do
kiss on the neck
touch on the cheek
poke out the tongue
i know you want me
chorus:
pre hook
chorus X2
written by Angela O'brien
01/11/09
(C) copyright Australia
chorus:
slipping into a daydream
of a place id rather be
doing things i love to do
when its just me and you
slipping into a daydream
taking my mind away
from all life's misery
to a better place just you and me
verse 1:
as i listen to sweet music
and start to close my eyes
your face and your body
start entering my mind
memories are bittersweet tastes
of the place id rather be
your voice echoes in my ear
telling me you want me
pre hook:
face to face
hand in hand
minds are syncronised
thinking the same thing
one look in my eyes
and you knew it was true
one kiss from my lips
you knew i wanted you
chorus:
verse 2:
bodys connected
coming together as one
the world seemed to dissapear
leaving us all alone
to do whatever we please
free range in motion
rules go out the window
when we are left alone
pre hook:
chorus:
bridge:
i cant help myself
when im alone with you
want to tell you all the things
that i would like to do
kiss on the neck
touch on the cheek
poke out the tongue
i know you want me
chorus:
pre hook
chorus X2
written by Angela O'brien
01/11/09
(C) copyright Australia
Lost for words
i like to write
to show my mood
but now i cant
when it comes to you
i dont know what to say
how to make it clear
how to show you what im thinking
without you running in fear
i could make up a poem
that ran for a mile
but it wouldnt make a difference
im still a broken worthless child.
to show my mood
but now i cant
when it comes to you
i dont know what to say
how to make it clear
how to show you what im thinking
without you running in fear
i could make up a poem
that ran for a mile
but it wouldnt make a difference
im still a broken worthless child.
Grown up
Forced to be a grown up
Never got to play
Never got to live life like
An innocent little girl
Forced to be a big girl
And the little girl inside
Went to the wayside
I can still hear her cry
Still suffering
After so many years
Never believing that i
Was worthy of anything
I guess your it for me
The best ill ever do
A lil smacking around
That’s the life of me n u
If i talk back tell you what to do
A kick here a bruised wrist there
Lesson learned i know my place
For i belong beneath you
Dirt is what i am
I open my mouth
Poison comes out
Killing anyone around
When everyone leaves me
And im standing here alone
Ill have finally learned my lesson
Karma will have finally come
Never got to play
Never got to live life like
An innocent little girl
Forced to be a big girl
And the little girl inside
Went to the wayside
I can still hear her cry
Still suffering
After so many years
Never believing that i
Was worthy of anything
I guess your it for me
The best ill ever do
A lil smacking around
That’s the life of me n u
If i talk back tell you what to do
A kick here a bruised wrist there
Lesson learned i know my place
For i belong beneath you
Dirt is what i am
I open my mouth
Poison comes out
Killing anyone around
When everyone leaves me
And im standing here alone
Ill have finally learned my lesson
Karma will have finally come
Repeat Previous
If i could i would
But i cant so i don’t
Wish i could turn it of but i
Don’t know where it came from
If i could shelter my mind
Turn it off sometime
But i don’t have the off switch
Don’t know where its gone
I spent so long
Feeling like i meant nothing
Like the world would be
Better off without me
Now i feel like i mean something
Like its finally ok to be me
But if i let my guard down
Its only gonna mess with me
Then ill be back here again
Where i was before
Feeling the same old pain
Suffer the same old torture
Reaching for the bottle again
Reaching for the pills
Right back where i started
Bleeding on the floor
But i cant so i don’t
Wish i could turn it of but i
Don’t know where it came from
If i could shelter my mind
Turn it off sometime
But i don’t have the off switch
Don’t know where its gone
I spent so long
Feeling like i meant nothing
Like the world would be
Better off without me
Now i feel like i mean something
Like its finally ok to be me
But if i let my guard down
Its only gonna mess with me
Then ill be back here again
Where i was before
Feeling the same old pain
Suffer the same old torture
Reaching for the bottle again
Reaching for the pills
Right back where i started
Bleeding on the floor
Out of it.
Out of it:
Why cant i just live a normal life like you
Whys all the things in my life have to be so screwed
I get a glimmer of hope, think it will be fine
Then I get dragged back to earth
and told that none of it is true
I try to make a difference and be what you want
But you change your mind so i fuck it up
I just don’t understand why i always get it wrong
Why im left here drowning in a pool of my own blood
I try to be a good girl,
the princess you wanna see
But beauty grace and elegance are
Things you wont find in me
So take me as i am or leave me on my own
You say that you love me
you say that you care
But you are the reason for my pain and despair
Your the reason why
i tried to end it all
With a bottle of Jim beam
and a box of panadol
Why cant i just live a normal life like you
Whys all the things in my life have to be so screwed
I get a glimmer of hope, think it will be fine
Then I get dragged back to earth
and told that none of it is true
I try to make a difference and be what you want
But you change your mind so i fuck it up
I just don’t understand why i always get it wrong
Why im left here drowning in a pool of my own blood
I try to be a good girl,
the princess you wanna see
But beauty grace and elegance are
Things you wont find in me
So take me as i am or leave me on my own
You say that you love me
you say that you care
But you are the reason for my pain and despair
Your the reason why
i tried to end it all
With a bottle of Jim beam
and a box of panadol
Life Saver
I was looking at a group i joined and it got me thinking about January... And the people who know me know what January means... and as for the people who dont know... this poem wil clear it up.
This poem is Dedicated to Chloe and even though we're not friends anymore this peom is also dedicated to Jana... our lives took us in different directions but i will always remember the day you litterally saved my life... If it wasnt for you two girls i would have gone to bed for the last time that night but yuo kept me awake and were with me in some way (Jana- in person/ Chloe- over msn lol) and you saved my life and no matter what life throws at us or where life takes us i'll never forget it...
LIFE SAVER:
i picked up the box and i picked up the bottle
this time i was gonna do it right
but when i realised what a fool i was
it was too late to turn back
the idiocy was beginning to take affect
I felt numb as my legs turned to mush
i picked up the phone and barely managed to mutter the words
i need you before you hung up and came running
or logged on to msn to talk me down
from the cliff i was standing on
you saved my life that night
and thats not me stretching the truth
you and i both know i mean it literally
and i wont forget it for eternity
however long that may be
I turned myself around and didnt take the abuse
i looked at things differently
in some kinda way you made it easier for me
to make the choices i've made
and now i'm finally happy
This poem is Dedicated to Chloe and even though we're not friends anymore this peom is also dedicated to Jana... our lives took us in different directions but i will always remember the day you litterally saved my life... If it wasnt for you two girls i would have gone to bed for the last time that night but yuo kept me awake and were with me in some way (Jana- in person/ Chloe- over msn lol) and you saved my life and no matter what life throws at us or where life takes us i'll never forget it...
LIFE SAVER:
i picked up the box and i picked up the bottle
this time i was gonna do it right
but when i realised what a fool i was
it was too late to turn back
the idiocy was beginning to take affect
I felt numb as my legs turned to mush
i picked up the phone and barely managed to mutter the words
i need you before you hung up and came running
or logged on to msn to talk me down
from the cliff i was standing on
you saved my life that night
and thats not me stretching the truth
you and i both know i mean it literally
and i wont forget it for eternity
however long that may be
I turned myself around and didnt take the abuse
i looked at things differently
in some kinda way you made it easier for me
to make the choices i've made
and now i'm finally happy
Untitled
*written while pissed so you know its tru*
i know you knew
now im not sure
i called your name and
you closed the door
what'd i do wrong?
how can i show you
how can i prove
what goes through my mind
i get cocky at times
its just coz im scared
i put my heart out there
then its hard to repair
after 5 years with him
didnt think id want someone new
swore id wait a year
then i found you
i didnt wanna wait
i want to be your all
even after i saw you
made me want you even more
but you ran for the hills
like the rest of them do
i should go back to my ex
coz he still wants me too.
i really wanna know
what the FUCK i did wrong
why you went away
why im still alone
and craving you like crazy.
i know you knew
now im not sure
i called your name and
you closed the door
what'd i do wrong?
how can i show you
how can i prove
what goes through my mind
i get cocky at times
its just coz im scared
i put my heart out there
then its hard to repair
after 5 years with him
didnt think id want someone new
swore id wait a year
then i found you
i didnt wanna wait
i want to be your all
even after i saw you
made me want you even more
but you ran for the hills
like the rest of them do
i should go back to my ex
coz he still wants me too.
i really wanna know
what the FUCK i did wrong
why you went away
why im still alone
and craving you like crazy.
Love is a borderline feeling
theres a fine line between loving someone
and being IN love
a whirlpool of emotions
spinning round in your head
no longer thinking clearly
never resting your head.
when you love someone
simply means that you care
the way you love your family
and the way your friends
but being IN LOVE is just a lil different
it's the fastest way into an early grave
and i surely dont recommend it
it's easy to fall in love and when it falls apart
it never fully heals.
its ok to say i love you
without giving up your whole heart
coz once you give it completely
i belongs to someone else.
and being IN love
a whirlpool of emotions
spinning round in your head
no longer thinking clearly
never resting your head.
when you love someone
simply means that you care
the way you love your family
and the way your friends
but being IN LOVE is just a lil different
it's the fastest way into an early grave
and i surely dont recommend it
it's easy to fall in love and when it falls apart
it never fully heals.
its ok to say i love you
without giving up your whole heart
coz once you give it completely
i belongs to someone else.
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