Rebirth of shattered heart

I read a poem by a friend and the pain in his words, stuck out in my mind. So this is for him.

Faith, trust, hope, love,

Giving all for somone else,

Putting her before yourself,

Until she broke your heart.

Life is short,

To short to waste,

On those who open our hearts,

To only have a taste.

Forver seems like a dreamers dream,

No chance for that, in reality,

The dreamer must now, only dream,

For he lost his ability, to believe.

Lost his faith in his own heart,

In its ability to believe in love,

For the one he wanted most,

Flew away on a beautiful white dove.

But hope is far from lost,

You need only to find light,

Need to find that special girl,

Who makes you smile bright.

She could be near,

She could be far,

She could be close enough,

To already know your heart.

Out of the dust,

Out of the fire,

An angel will come,

Reigniting your desire.

Before you know it,

The angel will claim your heart,

But fear not dear child,

She cared right from the start.

You can trust the angel,

With the pieces of your heart,

When it comes to doing puzzles,

She is a master.

She can rebuild it,

She can reinstilll your faith,

She can make you whole again,

Make your heart, again complete.

This could be,

The rebirth of a shattered heart,

The chance for you, to finally,

Wave goodbye to the past.

Angela M OBrien

13/03/2012

Stronger

Now I am stronger,

Than I was yesterday,

You're power over me,

Has completely gone away.

You brought me down,

It gave you sick pleasure,

There is a day when you'll hurt me again,

And that day is NEVER

You lost your power,

You lost everything,

You cant hurt me anymore,

Your words are nothing.

I held you high,

While you pushed me down,

But roles have reversed now,

You're just a clown.

I cant even write,

A nasty poem for you,

The hatred is gone now,

Nothing is what I feel.

You're like a stranger,

Someone i never knew,

You're words mean nothing now,

Because i'm stronger than you.

Angela M OBrien

15/03/2012

Im sorry

I tried to give you the one thing,

That I never got to have,

I wanted to give you a protector,

Wanted to give you a dad.

But daddy's on a dark road now,

And I doubt he's coming back,

He's gone and hopped on a train,

To a dark and terrible land.

I wish I could find, some kind of way,

To make up for the daddy you lost,

But I just don't see hope anymore,

This time he's really gone.

He's lost his will to fight for life,

Instead deciding to throw it into the sea,

I wish I could go back in time,

I'd do a million things differently.

I guess all I can give you now,

Is my endless support and unconditional love,

I could get down on my knees to tell you I'm sorry,

But I'm sorry will never seem like enough.

Angela M OBrien

06/03/2012

Chapters

Is it the same,

Or is one in the lead,

Is it you,

Or is it me.

Holding back slightly,

Wont let myself fall,

Until the time,

When you make the call.

Its like one person,

Understand without words,

A look is all it takes,

To know the soul that hurts.

Are we on the same page,

Is one of us, chapters ahead,

I don't want it to end in pain,

I want to read it till 'the end'.

Angela M OBrien

13/03/2012

When Im alone

When I'm with friends,

A smile I will wear,

When I'm with friends,

I live without a care.

When I'm alone,

It starts to sink in,

When I'm alone,

Can't hide the fear within.

It slowly eats away,

At all that I am,

I try to stay optimistic,

But I don't know if I can.

When I'm with friends,

My mind goes elsewhere,

When I'm with friends,

My feelings I share.

But when I'm alone,

At my soul my fear eats,

When I'm alone,

I stop being me.

Angela M OBrien

01/03/2012

Connection

I don't know what it is,

That causes this connection,

I don't know how it happened but,

I know that it's there.

I tell myself it's in my head,

That you don't actually care,

But it's obvious to everyone, even me,

That there's a connection there.

I'm not ready to act on it,

And I know, neither are you,

But who knows, in the future maybe,

We'll have something that's true.

If this connection continues to grow,

I know it would be amazing,

For now we just play it day by day,

We just have to wait and see.

Angela M OBrien

27/02/12

Clarity

Like a wave

It washes over me

Bringing me a new kind

Of clarity

Everything makes sense

It just seems right

Now that I look again

In a new light

I don't know how

I don't know why

All I really know is

This is my time

I can open up

I can be myself

Without fear

Without guilt

I don't know what it is

But I know what it could be

This could be a fresh start

A new beginning for me

I had my eyes closed

But now I can see

Ive been given

Clarity

Angela M OBrien

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