Life Saver

I was looking at a group i joined and it got me thinking about January... And the people who know me know what January means... and as for the people who dont know... this poem wil clear it up.

This poem is Dedicated to Chloe and even though we're not friends anymore this peom is also dedicated to Jana... our lives took us in different directions but i will always remember the day you litterally saved my life... If it wasnt for you two girls i would have gone to bed for the last time that night but yuo kept me awake and were with me in some way (Jana- in person/ Chloe- over msn lol) and you saved my life and no matter what life throws at us or where life takes us i'll never forget it...

LIFE SAVER:
i picked up the box and i picked up the bottle
this time i was gonna do it right
but when i realised what a fool i was
it was too late to turn back
the idiocy was beginning to take affect

I felt numb as my legs turned to mush
i picked up the phone and barely managed to mutter the words
i need you before you hung up and came running
or logged on to msn to talk me down
from the cliff i was standing on

you saved my life that night
and thats not me stretching the truth
you and i both know i mean it literally
and i wont forget it for eternity
however long that may be

I turned myself around and didnt take the abuse
i looked at things differently
in some kinda way you made it easier for me
to make the choices i've made
and now i'm finally happy