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If i could i would
But i cant so i don’t
Wish i could turn it of but i
Don’t know where it came from

If i could shelter my mind
Turn it off sometime
But i don’t have the off switch
Don’t know where its gone

I spent so long
Feeling like i meant nothing
Like the world would be
Better off without me

Now i feel like i mean something
Like its finally ok to be me
But if i let my guard down
Its only gonna mess with me

Then ill be back here again
Where i was before
Feeling the same old pain
Suffer the same old torture

Reaching for the bottle again
Reaching for the pills
Right back where i started
Bleeding on the floor