Beautiful disaster

I dont act my age
I alway speak my mind
I have very little patience
And i'm barely ever kind

I'm a little overweight
I have low self esteem
I never let people in
I can be rather mean

I don't say I love you
Not even to my children
Been beaten, raped and emotionally scarred
It's all part of who I am

I'm totally complex
Yet it's still me that you're after
Even though i'm just
A terrble disaster

You think that i'm beautiful
Even though I'm messed up
Guess that makes me a
Beautiful disaster

Angela M OBrien
28/08/11