Innocence

as i lay me down to sleep
i pray it'll be my last
cause every morning i awake
with harsh memories of my past.

i thought id get through
my friends helped me keep the felings at bay
thought i could look you in the eye
and not feel the same

but when i see you i go back
to the days when you'd pay
to put your hands on me
took my innocence away

i tried to end my life
i tried to end yours
but both of us r living
and im still broken and sore

believed you, trusted you
was fooled by you
you only wanted to play
your sick n twisted games

who woulda thought that
after 6 years i'd still bleed
as if it was yesterday
i still remember your hand on me