Consequences

consequences..

verse 1
for the first time i think
before acting
i stop an take a breath
before opening my mouth
and saying what i feel
for the first time im silent
cause i know
if i say whats on my mind
i'll hurt
or even lose you
and thats the last thing
i ever wanna do

Pre chorus:
i used to speak before thinking
now i cant stop
things i wanna say
things i wanna do
but cant
now im thinking but not speaking
so instead i turn to writing
or im gonna go crazy

chorus:
consequences
can be a mother fucker at times
when you can see em coming
before jumping on that train
its like standing on a bridge
holding the gun
but leaving the bullets at home
im damned if i do
im afraid if i dont
and im going crazy keeping it inside
but the consequences are too much
and even though i want to
i know inside i cant
cause i know i'll lose you if i do

verse 2:
your my sister, my bitch, my girl
and i'll do anything for you
but this i cant keep
deep inside me
i have to let it out
but out of respect for you
im putting it here
on this piece of paper
putting it to this music and
making it a song
cause i know i'll be up shit creek
without a paddle
if i say what im thinking
if i let my tongue waggle

pre hook

chorus

bridge:
consequences
can be a bitch
consequences
keep you centre
but what if you dont wanna be
what if you just wanna
kill the muther fucker
but the backlash would be worse
than any prison term
so for now i lay silent
in the bitterness of my insanity
and wait for the day
when i'll be free
to unleash hell's fury

chorus

pre hook

chorus X2

outro:
if it were anyone but you
it'd already be done
but it is you
so im stuck
between a wall and a semi
with a brick on the gas

i really wish things were different