Fear

you've done it before
maybe not to me
but the threats make me wonder
if next time it will be

tortured as a child
he was supposed to be like a father
but no one believed me
not even my mother

then he picked her up
held her by her throat
i had to pull a knife on him
to make him let her go

all those things he did
the shit he made me view
my deepest fears recognised
worst nightmares came tru

but that fear has gone away
of the pain he put me through
im not scared of him anymore
coz now im scared of you

written on 3/2/2006