Hurt

im in a hole with no exit
theres nothing i can say or do
to make the hurt fade
to see your feelings
spread out on the page

thought it was forever
now i see it was fake
bond that cant be broken
that was until today

the bond is strong
but you dont know
what i know
or how i feel
you just assume you do
but you havent got a clue

his words ripped into my soul
ripped into my mind
and you stand by his side
in spite of it all

i dont know what to say
i dont know what to do
i know he wants me gone
and he'll get it too

its like deja vu
same as before
but i cant come back
cant fight again

im out of strength
out of air, out of time
and i cant keep holding on
to the memory of what used to be