My way home

To put it simply this is about a current situation in my life that i dont wanna miss out but my mind messes with me and plants doubt where there shouldnt be any... I dont believe im good enough and my mind tells me that i should live, and die... alone... i dont want that... It takes less than 2 seconds to wipe my doubts which is quite surprising... must be something really special... its too good to be true... but i cant help but ask myself what i did that was so good... and on the other hand i cant help but wonder when it, like everything else... will be ripped out from under my feet...

if you dont know what its about its coz ur not meant to know...

Chorus:
blinded by the lies of my own self esteem
caught in the middle of a broken mans dream
struggle to find my way back home
to your arms so comforting
stuggle to find my way home again
struggle to find my way home


Verse 1:
walking alone down a one way street
and im walking the wrong way round
lights flashing horns are blaring
people screaming "move out the way"
you've done nothing to make me doubt
still i find it hard to see
always living in my own illusion
that you'll never really be with me

pre- hook:
too good to be true and
even though you are
my mindset still tries to trick me
fills me up with what ifs and maybe's
make me say things wrong
make me screw it up
so then you will dissapear
and leave me on my own

chorus:

verse 2:
i know that your not perfect
but to me your close enough
with you i lose all my inhibitions
and i can actually be myself
i feel like i dont have to hide myself
cause you will happily take me as i am
and you dont run away in fear
like everyone else seems to do.

pre hook:

chorus X2

Angela O'Brien
17/11/2009
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